after a long hiatus........

hullooooooo.... i know its been quite a while since i blogged. you can blame it on the way the" anna university" functions or simply, my laziness... so you might have been wondering on what the angelic devil had been upto these four months?? well, i was just busy with my semester exams and loads of other academic stuff... i finally finished writing my resume and i suddenly realised that i havent done anything worthy of or something which is could be proud of in these 19 years of existence.. i dint know what i should write in the extra-curricular activities column nor did i know what are my negatives and positives. In the end i just ended up magnifying the smallest thing which i had done and succeeded in giving this image of an avid blogger..lol..for instance, today i had a mock interview session with tcs and seriously shook the ground under my feet.. suddenly i am overwhelmed with the feeling of insignificance and i am desperately searching for a long time goal which i could proudly tell my interviewers about and what not... you could probably blame the society for the state which i am currently in.. cut-throat competition, the necessity to sell yourself as a produc,trying to sound candid at the same time not being out-spoken ... the perspective differs from person to person.. i am not sure whether every third year student is facing the same kind of turmoil which i am currently facing... i feel lost in the gloomy darkness of the " big, bad world" out their which has already engulfed me.. i seem to be transcending through realms ruled by chaos and confusion..to add to all these, i am currently reading this book called" the monk who sold his ferrari" ... this is loosely based on how a guy finds his soul and happiness a la alchemist story.. i guess thats all for now...see ya hopefully soon...