ten things which i am hoping to accomplish

here goes the list...
1) first and foremost , clean my room.. i have been hoping to achieve this for the past one year and i feel takin up CAT is easier!
2) attending the classes regularly and importantly,listening to the lecturer and taking notes( no messaging and writing obsi)
3) take care of my mobile and not drop it often... seriously, 6630 rocks!! non-breakable
4)start studying for the sem which is jus round the corner.
5) have a cordial relationship with everybody in class(hopeless after three futile years)
6) control my temper and not fly off the handel at the slightest provocation
7) MILk... i should somehow start drinking milk as i am pretty scared of osteoporosis now :(
8)somehow get hold of first day first show tickets for varnam-aayiram or ayan whichever is first to hit the screen ... after all, surya is more important...
9)reduce my shopping expenditure and somehow convince myself to think that i have enough clothes to wear, enough slippers, enough handbags.......
10)grrr.. i cant think of any tenth thing for accomplishing... should i change the title??

dont hit me!!

after a short holiday for three months, i am glad to announce that i have resumed blogging once again .... i realised that its time to resume my once upon a time fav' pass time .. right now, i feel my life is infested with records of all kind that i get dreams about A4 sheets and spiral bound records!! my sem exams are round the corner and i havent yet bought half the books.. after seeing the farewell party of the current fourth years, i am yet again caught in the deja vu of being a third year.. i dont wanna go to fourth year!!! it jus seems like yesterday when i joined this college and burst out into tears.. yeah, the same august 24,2005!!to think, three years have passed by in the blink of an eyelid. god!! i miss those first year days!! life is really funny or is it jus me? i am forever in the want of something higher in life at the cost of my age. i am at a loss for words right now... it feels like this is my first post... wanting to write loads but not being able to pen down the thoughtts effectively... and i would like to dedicate this blog to muthu for insulting me enough to make me come here and put up another post. hurray!!!

after a long hiatus........

hullooooooo.... i know its been quite a while since i blogged. you can blame it on the way the" anna university" functions or simply, my laziness... so you might have been wondering on what the angelic devil had been upto these four months?? well, i was just busy with my semester exams and loads of other academic stuff... i finally finished writing my resume and i suddenly realised that i havent done anything worthy of or something which is could be proud of in these 19 years of existence.. i dint know what i should write in the extra-curricular activities column nor did i know what are my negatives and positives. In the end i just ended up magnifying the smallest thing which i had done and succeeded in giving this image of an avid blogger..lol..for instance, today i had a mock interview session with tcs and seriously shook the ground under my feet.. suddenly i am overwhelmed with the feeling of insignificance and i am desperately searching for a long time goal which i could proudly tell my interviewers about and what not... you could probably blame the society for the state which i am currently in.. cut-throat competition, the necessity to sell yourself as a produc,trying to sound candid at the same time not being out-spoken ... the perspective differs from person to person.. i am not sure whether every third year student is facing the same kind of turmoil which i am currently facing... i feel lost in the gloomy darkness of the " big, bad world" out their which has already engulfed me.. i seem to be transcending through realms ruled by chaos and confusion..to add to all these, i am currently reading this book called" the monk who sold his ferrari" ... this is loosely based on how a guy finds his soul and happiness a la alchemist story.. i guess thats all for now...see ya hopefully soon...

age factor

when i was in the first grade, i used to look wistfully at the fifth grade students wondering when i will be in that grade.when i finally did land up in the fifth grade, my eyes began to look at the middle school students and so it continued till my eyes were set on the twelfth people... i wondered when will people call me"akka" and ask for my help in their subjects. i wondred when i would be old enough to vote of get my driving license. the worst part is that when i did get my driving license, i dint experience any of the jubiliation which i had thought i would go through in my early years of my existence.the curious fact was that when i was in fifth, i regarded the tweflth students as being very old and when i myself, came to that position, i was this ever growing kid of my mummy..and when i thought my wishes will finally cease, i started thinking how good and better it would be when i enroll myself in college. and yes, the same nivya-syndrome started in the first year of my college too.. i wanted to be in the third year.. now that i have recently had my 19th birthday, i suddenly realize how old i have actually become.. i now realise what my mum meant by" enjoy your school days, they wont come back to you..." i now yearn to go back to ym school days which were seriously heaven.. now as the years roll by, i suddenly dont want to grow up and become that responsible person that everyone is expected to become at some point of time or the other.i dont want to go to the fourth year for i fear what will happen to me when i pass out of college...now , when i look back at the younger ones, i feel they are feeling the same thing which i myself faced... they want to be in my position and i, in theirs... i look at the school going kids wishing that i could go back to those days of playing on the streets and coming back with the soiled clothes..when i wanted to earn and be independent in fifth standard, people said that it can wait for few more years . now the same people are advising me on taking up a job whereas i am expecting the same old reassurance that it can wait for a few more years. the actual thought of working doesnt scare me as much as the thought of getting the tag line"she is ready for marriage". i have seen many females succumb to this plot woven by the parents. first settle in a job and then the bridegroom comes in search of you. i have nothing against the insstitution of marriage . its just that i feel it would be too much of burden and responsibility placed on my tender shoulders and i dont want to end up one in the millions of girls who end up marrying just because that was next in the agenda. in that sense, i feel i dont think like i am 20. the mind is still caught up in its innocence and its refusal to believe that the world has, indeed changed and its orthodox ways is making me a rebel..

wedding hues!!!

today was pretty eventful.. no electricity in the college, wearing a helmet for the first time and then hitting a cyclist(belive me, i havent hit anybody when i WASNT wearing a helmet), and then, attending a christian wedding!!! it is for the first time that i witnessed a christian wedding... i completely fell in love with thier white gown and the bridesmaid(esp.best man..lol)... the entire custom of dancing captivated everyone present there.. pity i coudnt dance because i dint have a partner...the wedding cake was sooo huge and the whole fan fare was pretty exciting. the only sore spot was that the bridegroom was a hindu and he had converted himself... well, no comments about that!!

tagged:)

well, here is another round of tagging..
1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it?
the scar on my left elbow. it reminds me of how i applied the brakes of the scooty when travelling at a speed of 65kmph.seriously idiotic act of mine
2. What does your phone look like?
my phone looks like a well, phone.. i prefer nokia to any other brand for the simple reason that nothing happens to it how many ever times i drop it down.

3. What is on the walls of your bedroom?
two posters, one saying" dont straighten the mess, you will foul up the system" and anbother one saying" do not disturb, great mind at work( with denis cartoon sleeping happily)"

4. What is your current desktop picture?
my picture taken at ooty.

5. Do you believe in gay marriage?
to each, his own...

6. What do you want more than anything right now?
i want rest and a good holiday!!!

7. What time were you born?
morning september 13... perfect virgo... systematic, perfectionist,romantic to the core!!
8. Are your parents still together?
Yup

9. Last person who made you cry?
first and last person who always makes me cry is shah rukh khan. everytime i start watching any movie of his(esp. kal ho na ho), i just end up crying whenever he cries.. i know it sounds very uhhhh.. what to do....

10. What is your favorite perfume/cologne?
davidoff cool water.
11. What kind of hair/eye color do you like in the opposite sex?
i used to like blondes and blue eyed guys when i was young( courtesy:nick carter of the backstreet boys). now it has changed to black hair and slight brown eyes.

12. What are you listening to?
saroja!samaan nikalo!!!!!!!!!!
13. Do you get scared of the dark?
nope..i love the dark

14. Do you like pain killers?
nope.
15. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
hmmm... havent met THE guy and hence, not shy!!!

16. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?
curd rice with avakai!!

17. Who was the last person you made mad?
my mum.. she always makes me mad!!!

18. Is anyone in love with you?
definitely yesh!!!!

back with a bang!!

its been long time since i posted...well, it was un avoidable break.. i guess hence forthw ill flood the site with posts..lol.. what ahve i been upto for the past 2 weeks?.. i would as usual say" nothing much".. i had been to trivandrum on an official tour.. dint get to see much of the place but i can assure you , the place rocks .. the backwaters, the innumerous coconut trees, the payam puri( a delicacy which has the banana fried, similar to the bhaji.one grievance which i had is that there are no saravana bhavans in trivandrum and i swear its seriously hard to get decent vegetarian food in this place. if you manage to get it, the rice would be the par boiled rice which according to me, doesnt at all taste good. overall the place is awesome with its pristine landscape . i was mesmerised by the sight of ernakulam, chenganacheri,palaghat and kolam. these places are absolutely too good.. that too if you are fond of greenery with solitude, these places should be your first try. now coming to the comical part of the story, i got to wear a dhoti!!!! the padmanabaswamy temple forbades anybody wearing trousers, so... well, i just tied the dhoti on top of my normal salwar kameez and believe me , it was funny.... see ya in a short while with a better post...